Frozen.
June 27th 2009
People who know me know I am outspoken, opinionated, excited, positive, a cheerleader, team player and wildly optimistic. All this plus many other annoying qualities.
Mostly, I am a person who cares deeply.
Lately I feel frozen. Unable to speak, care, feel, solve. Exhausted by rudeness, dishonesty, pressure, callousness, selfishness, cruelty.
I know with growth comes pain. I have had more than my share these past two years.
But this is more about a deepening disappointment in those who lack a soul. The cheaters. Liars. Thieves. Swindlers. Parasites. Moochers. Looters. Maligners. Who feel entitled. Without remorse. Acting as though they’ve won something.
I don’t want people like this anywhere near me for any reason. How can I care about people who don’t care about anything?
Yes, I am having a true existential crisis.
I have once again turned to ATLAS SHRUGGED for the fortification this book always gives me. The book and philosophy are not without flaws (like the human being) but place great value on morality.
Ayn Rand posits that evil is a parasite on the good and can only exist if the good tolerates it.
I can no longer tolerate it.








